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so many good ol' days



















"remember back in the day...don't forget." 

Nov. 4th, 2009















flowers in the ground they wilt away
sun in the sky it fades away
make the funniest shapes from the clouds so grey
the breeze in the trees they blow my way








but you, you came to break me
oh you, you came to save me.

the pics!





























amazing amazing halloweeng!


omonaaaaa today was fun like shizzz. halloween dinner with lena, xiuhui, ruby, likhoon and grace <3

got to lena's house to prepare and make-up and dress-up together first before travelling to cityhall to meet the others. we did crazy garage-band-recording on her mac and all the rec we made sounded like fuck! funny fuck! XDDDD we rec songs and talking as well. so trembly were our voices that we laughed like till like lots and lots :DDDD the air-con was the suspected culprit for our shitty rec voices la, sounded so wriggly XD

by the time we finished our make-up(which was all done by lena, i suck at it hehe) the cab we called was already downstairs waiting and we were gonna be later than the others when they all msged that they'd be late. XD in the cab, we cursed the hellish downpour which was by far one of the biggest i've seen! crazy shit, seh, cannot see the road at all! we were like so worried in the cab D; our fates are all a blur infront of us! 

finally when everyone arrived at the dinner place, hog's breath cafe, we immediately ordered steaks and drinks in our in-sync desperate hunger! we orders 3 different steaks so as to share among the 6 of us evenly hehe. the drink me and lena shared was too vodka-ish which i distaste, thus i let lena have all of it. its name's cool though - sex on the beach! XD lena explained that the non-alcoholic ver. of this drink is called safe sex on the beach hahaha. so this naturally is unsafe sex cos of the alcohol. but i really dun like the alcohol taste, esp vodka, and this has lotsa vodka! red wine's totally fine, though :D then came the desserts! heavenly was the apple crumble oh man! we were all exclaiming exaggeratedly when filling our mouths full of the dessert 8DDDD too awesome so simply eat without making any comments HAHA. there was the mud cake too, but it was less awesome, cos the fudge should've been more than the spongy part of the cake for it to taste better :/ throughout the whole time there we camwhored like crazy! ruby and lena are lifesavers for bringing their digi cams! GOSH we took altogether hundred over pics! XD

the day ended with more pic-snapping with the background of the s'pore river and the casino building site and the fullerton hotel sceneries. it was all just so gorgeous...s'pore can actually look real glam in from the flyer, i guess :) 

and i gotta thank lena for uploading her photos at the speed of lightning! always! haha. i'mma post 'em on my next post!





<3




















おもてなし!


later on going to city hall there for halloween party!
"i'm so egg-cited!" XD
although i don't think i can buy the black halo + wings already cos everything's kinda very last min, i'm thinkin bout accessorizing with my studded wrist cuff and dog-collar to pull off a punk look instead XD hope it'll work well!
leavin' in about half an hr...so for now just gonna post pics and stuff :D


the dress i'mma wear later 8D has a witchy feel dunnit?


my wallpaper :D jaebeom has the sweetest honest smile i've seen.


:')








2pm sings NOBODY wayyyyyy better than the wondergirls! 8D "the wonderboys!" XDDD

それでもいい。。。


赤い糸 ost - 366日
akai ito theme song - 366 days




below is the cast&crew version of the song XDDDD ROFL!



366 days - HY
それでもいい それでもいいと思える恋だった
戻れないと知ってても 繋がっていたくて
初めてこんな気持ちになった
たまにしか会う事 出来なくなって
口約束は当たり前
それでもいいから

叶いもしないこの願い
あなたがまた私を好きになる
そんな儚い 私の願い
今日もあなたに会いたい

それでもいい それでもいいと思えた恋だった
いつしかあなたは会う事さえ拒んできて

一人になると考えてしまう
あの時 私 忘れたらよかったの?
でもこの涙が答えでしょう?
心に嘘はつけない

恐いくらい覚えているの あなたの匂いや しぐさや 全てを
おかしいでしょう? そう言って笑ってよ
別れているのにあなたの事ばかり

恋がこんなに苦しいなんて 恋がこんなに悲しいなんて
思わなかったの 本気であなたを思って知った

恐いくらい覚えているの あなたの匂いや しぐさや 全てを
おかしいでしょう? そう言って笑ってよ
別れているのにあなたの事ばかり

あなたは私の中の忘れられぬ人 全て捧げた人
もう二度と戻れなくても
今はただあなたあなたの事だけで
あなたの事ばかり

Soredemo ii soredemo ii to omoeru koi datta
Modorenai to shittete mo tsunagatte ita kute
Hajimete konna kimochi ni natta
Tama ni shika au koto dekinaku natte
Kuchiyakusoku wa atarimae
Soredemo ii kara

Kanai mo shinai kono negai
Anata ga mata watashi wo suki ni naru
Sonna hakanai watashi no negai
Kyou mo anata ni aitai

Soredemo ii soredemo ii to omoeta koi datta
Itsushika anata wa au koto sae kobande kite

Hitori ni naru to kangaete shimau
Ano toki watashi wasuretara yokatta no?
Demo kono namida ga kotae deshou?
Kokoro ni uso wa tsukenai

Kowai kurai oboete iru no anata no nioi ya shigusa ya subete wo
Okashii deshou? Sou itte waratte yo
Wakarete iru noni anata no koto bakari

Koi ga konnani kurushii nante koi ga konnani kanashii nante
Omowa nakatta no honki de anata wo omotte shitta

Kowai kurai oboete iru no anata no nioi ya shigusa ya subete wo
Okashii deshou? Sou itte waratte yo
Wakarete iru noni anata no koto bakari

Anata wa watashi no naka no wasurerarenu hito subete sasageta hito
Mou nido to modore nakute mo
Ima wa tada anataanata no koto dake de
Anata no koto bakari

Translation
it's on the video itself! :D

淳平!<3


テンションなるよ!






今すぐに、全部めんどくせんのことが忘れたい!
アタシ、何も考えてなくない。。。
がんばりたい!がんばります!
絶対。
今日は楽しかった :D 友達と遊べたんだから!へへへ〜
でも、何も買ってないもん。。。ええー それで、あたしたち金も無し〜
どんだけ!!!
でも、やっぱり二人の時間は最高ですよね!!
:D




バイバイ!

translated:

right now right this instant i wanna forget all the itty-bitty stressful things!
i don't wanna waste my time thinkin abt all the useless stupid superficial things...they don't mean anything to me and they don't mean anything period. sometimes i just get caught up with the stupidest of things cos of my over-sensitivity, when there's nothing, really.
i wanna jia you and i will!
definitely.
today i went town with zhen xiang and we were the epitome of beggarhood today XDDDD nooooo moooonnnneeeeeyyyy~
so didn't buy anything except to eat heheheheh.
but nomatter what, spending time together is the best :)




byebye!

p.s. the english part is more detailed. way more. LOL. i know, i needa buck up, but ya know, the 2 languages just don't go together, and translating from one to another would just sound weird if done directly. the tone and emotions and accentuations for each are poles apart too. so, yeah. hahaha. will do better! :D
 

Oct. 21st, 2009


<3



most friggin tiring day ever!! felt like a zombie the whole day!! imagine that D;
the retainee programme was shizz D: GOSH!!!!!!!! motivational talk by stranger. imagine that D;
alumnus of pjc yr 2001 actually, but it was tooooooooo boring nonetheless! motivational talks should be banned from the face of this earth! they are simply repeating over and over again the OBVIOUS, and instead of makin us feel better, it wastes off precious time, and makes us feel WORSE in the end D:

owells, CG time after school was quite fun though! :D
we all headed over to vivien's hse, and overall was rather relaxin.

<3 

冬の太陽 :')




永遠の freedom。。。ひとりぽっちじゃない、だからもう don't cry :')
それだけでいいのさ!
アタシ分かってるよ。友達が側にいるなら、黒雲も消してた。。。だから、本当にありがとう、全部の全部。
今自分のこと自信無くけど、あんたたちのこと信じる!
アタシ、絶対忘れてない、みんなの愛。。。

がんばります!